(Any misspellings are those of the Brontës themselves.)
[Probably highly autobiographical, this was in fact written right around her eighteenth birthday.]
I am the only being whose doom No tongue would ask no eye would mourn I never caused a thought of gloom A smile of joy since I was born In secret pleasure--secret tears This changeful life has slipped away As friendless after eighteen years As lone as on my natal day There have been times I cannot hide There have been times when this was drear When my sad soul forgot its pride And longed for one to love me here But those were in the early glow Of feelings since subdued by care And they have died so long ago I hardly now believe they were First melted off the hope of youth Then Fancy's rainbow fast withdrew And then experience told me truth In mortal bosoms never grew 'Twas grief enough to think mankind All hollow servile insincere But worse to trust to my own mind And find the same corruption there
[The narrator here is nature itself. The poem reflects Emily's deep love of nature and its ability to soothe troubled spirits.]
Shall Earth no more inspire thee, Thou lonely dreamer now? Since passion may not fire thee Shall Nature cease to bow? Thy mind is ever moving In regions dark to thee; Recall its useless roving - Come back and dwell with me - I know my mountain breezes Enchant and soothe thee still - I know my sunshine pleases Despite thy wayward will - When day with evening blending Sinks from the summer sky, I've seen thy spirit bending In fond idolatry - I've watched thee every hour - I know my mighty sway - I know my magic power To drive thy griefs away - Few hearts to mortals given On earth so wildly pine Yet none would ask a Heaven More like the Earth than thine - Then let my winds caress thee - Thy comrades let me be - Since naught beside can bless thee Return and dwell with me -
[Originally a very long Gondal poem, edited to remove all Gondal-specific references. It is one of her most famous, rightly so given its power and immediacy.]
He comes with western winds, with evening's wandering airs, With that clear dusk of heaven that brings the thickest stars; Winds take a pensive tone and stars a tender fire And visions rise and change which kill me with desire - Desire for nothing known in my maturer years When joy grew mad with awe, at counting future tears; When, if my spirit's sky was fall of flashes warm, I knew not whence they came from sun or thunder storm; But first a hush of peace, a soundless calm descends; The struggle of distress and feirce impatience ends Mute music sooths my breast - unuttered harmony That I could never dream till earth was lost to me. Then dawns the Invisible; the Unseen its truth reveals; My outward sense is gone, my inward essence feels - Its wings are almost free, its home, its harbour found; Measuring the gulf, it stoops and dares the final bound - 0, dreadful is the check - intense the agony When the ear begins to hear and the eye begins to see; When the pulse begins to throb, the brain to think again, The soul to feel the flesh and the flesh to feel the chain. Yet I would lose no sting, would wish no torture less; The more that anguish racks the earlier it will bless; And robed in fires of Hell, or bright with heavenly shine If it but herald Death, the vision is divine -
[The last poem Emily considered worthy of transcribing into her poetry notebook. Charlotte always claimed it was her sister's very last verse, but this is probably not true. It's just her last really good verse.]
No coward soul is mine No trembler in the world's storm-troubled sphere I see Heaven's glories shine And Faith shines equal arming me from fear O God within my breast Almighty ever-present Deity Life, that in me hast rest As I Undying LIfe, have power in thee Vain are the thousand creeds That move men's hearts, unutterably vain, Worthless as withered weeds Or idlest froth amid the boundless main To waken doubt in one Holding so fast by thy infinity So surely anchored on The steadfast rock of Immortality With wide-embracing love Thy spirit animates eternal years Prevades and broods above, Changes, sustains, dissolves, creates and rears Though Earth and moon were gone And suns and universes ceased to be And thou wert left alone Every Existence would exist in thee There is not room for Death Nor atom that his might could render void Since thou art Being and Breath And what thou art may never be destroyed.